Tarot reading...
Today, I met with a good friend who is also starting her own business. She asked if she could do a tarot reading for me, and I wasn’t sure what to expect, but I was curious, so I agreed. She used a deck called Midnight Magic. We decided to do a reading focused on the past, present, and future. As we went through the cards, they reflected different aspects of my life in ways that caught me off guard. I was surprised by how accurate they felt—it was unsettling, but also really fascinating.
The First Card: The Past
The first card was about my past, and it mentioned self-care, jealousy, and selfishness. It suggested that I’ve been learning to direct my energy inward, to take care of myself first. This really hit home. Looking back, I can see how much time and energy I’ve spent worrying about other people or situations that didn’t feel right for me. One situation stood out immediately: my boyfriend’s close friend, who he had a romantic history with. I remember how uncomfortable it made me, and I eventually asked him to distance himself from her. He respected that boundary, but it was tough for me to even ask. Seeing this card made me wonder—was it selfish? Or was it just me trying to protect myself? Either way, it felt strangely validating.
The Second Card: The Present
The second card was about the present, and it focused on creativity, potential, and inspiration. This one made me smile because it felt so relevant to my day. Just this morning, my friend and I were talking about our businesses and the challenges we face. It’s been such an exciting journey, but also one that’s filled with questions and uncertainties. Seeing this card felt like a little nudge, like the universe saying, “Yes, you’re on the right track. Keep going.” It’s hard to explain, but it gave me this tiny boost of confidence that I really needed.
The Third Card: The Future
The final card was about the future, and it talked about self-love, harmony, and letting go of distrust. This one felt like it tied back to the first card, almost like a continuation of that journey. It made me think about how much I’ve been trying to work on myself—not just physically or professionally, but emotionally too. The card seemed to be saying that this work isn’t over, but that it’s worth it. It made me wonder what it really means to fully trust myself and to feel at peace with my choices. It’s something I’ve been trying to figure out for a while now.
This whole reading felt like a mix of clarity and mystery. On one hand, the cards seemed to reflect things I already knew deep down, but on the other, they made me question how much of it was coincidence and how much was something bigger at play. It’s kind of scary to see yourself so clearly in something like this, but also... kind of cool? I don’t know. It definitely made me think.
For now, I’m going to try to take these messages to heart. I want to keep focusing on self-care, trust my creative instincts, and remember that self-love is a process. Whether it’s in my work or just my relationships, I feel like there’s something valuable in these insights. I’m not sure what the future holds, but I’m fine with that. This reading gave me a little bit of clarity, and it also felt like the tarot cards knew my heart.